Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Ruin my day thank you

My oldest son has a nasty attitude and will ruin your day by being so nasty.  He is very demanding and in the morning can be very mean. When he wants to eat he says i want i want i want.. i told him we don't say i want we ask nicely.. He kept saying I WANT to eat I WANT the computer I want the TV. I told him to do his responsibilities first if he wanted the computer.. of course he said no. His other favorite word. His attitude already ruined my day and its 9 am here.  He dis-repected me calling me names. Tell me to shut up.  Not sure what i can do with him anymore.  Tired of fight tired of yelling i hate to say it but tired of him.  He is giving me gray hair and i am not even 30 yet.  I know my depression is makes me angry and my fuse is shorter than usual but this kid does not help.

I feel like i am the only one who feels like I am a horrible parent.  Or the only one who has a child who misbehaves everyday.  I don't get a good day or peace and quiet from him.  He doens't nap so i never get a break from him. He is the only kid i know who has to be by us and can't play in his room. He's ruining my relationship with my husband too.  He acts worse to get what he wants from daddy and daddy just gives it to him.

Does anyone else feel this way.. Does anyone who has depression feel this way?? Like they can't handle it or are yelling all day long??  I am still trying new things to help with his behavior but it will last for one or two days and he is back to his normal bad self.

I needed to get that off my chest because i can't stand this every day behavior that ruins my WHOLE DAY.

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